Re-Engaging

It has been a year or two since my last entry...
I have been in such a rut....for such a long time.
I have been telling myself that writing on my Blogs just doesn't matter... finishing my book doesn't make a difference... but after a recent reality chat with my brother I have come to understand that setting goals and making a commitment to work toward set goals...well that mind set makes all the difference.
So often I feel that I am left with such little control, waxing and waning ability/disability due to the nature of my Porphyria... but as he reminded me even the smallest incremental steps taken forward toward a goal can provide a sense of purpose, of wellbeing, of accomplishment. I am re-engaging and committing to see this project through to the finish. I spent today not feeling up to par...and yet as I rested on the sofa...I have gathered and re-organized all of my book data. I have come to realize creating your first book has so many challenges and opportunities to learn about the various components in the process!