The goal of creating this blog is to provide insight for those who have not experienced AIP (medical practitioners,co-workers, friends and family); and to empower those who have. I am a Nurse Care Manager/Health Educator by profession. I have AIP. It is my hope that this AIP blog can act as an information portal that inspires connection making... ending in large scale wellness outcome improvements.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- ok
GI- nauseous, slowed GI
GU- ok
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional irregular beat
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- light sensitivity
Pain/Comfort- nausea, light-headed
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, awake 4am on... spent day with family
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Lots of organic fruits and vegetables raw and juiced
- Continued intermittent feeling colicky and irritable... restless
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- ok
GI- nauseous, slowed GI
GU- ok
Muscular- weak
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional irregular beat
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- easily confused, easily irritated
Sensory- light sensitivity
Pain/Comfort- head ache, nausea, abdominal pain
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, home most of day resting...
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Hard to eat with nausea... carb loading
- Family stressors decreased significantly... feel colicky and irritable... restless
Friday, October 29, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- ok
GI- nauseous, slowed GI
GU- dark urine
Muscular- weak and "heavy"
Immune- ok
Cardiac- ok
Respiratory- slightly shallow/ "weighted"
Psychiatric- delayed word recall and connection making, easily confused, continued high level of stress at home, irritable
Sensory- light sensitivity, not hearing right
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache, nausea
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep (with Ativan & Naproxen), home again all day... assisted husband in meeting program deadline for his Masters project
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Hard to eat with nausea... carb loading
- Family stressors beginning to decrease... tired... irritable
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, hands and fingers
GI- very nauseous, took Phenergan Suppository... helped some
GU- dark urine
Muscular- weak and "heavy"
Immune- ok
Cardiac- ok
Respiratory- slightly shallow/ "weighted"
Psychiatric- delayed word recall and connection making, continued high level of stress at home, easily irritated
Sensory- light sensitivity, not hearing right
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache, intermittent episodes of back and abdominal pain
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep (with Ativan & Naproxen), home all day... stayed on couch or in bed most of the day, husband home all day...high stress Masters Program Completion
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Hard to eat with nausea... fluids with honey, Ezekiel toast with jelly... Gatorade
- Continued high level of family stressors... worn thin... irritable
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, Heart
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- noted slight gait changes...primarily r/t right lower extremity, one episode of L hand "weirdness" this afternoon"
Immune- ok
Cardiac- ok
Respiratory- slightly more shallow
Psychiatric- delayed word recall and connection making, continued high level of stress at home, easily irritated
Sensory- light sensitivity, not hearing right
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache
Sleep/Rest- very difficult morning, feel extremely fatigued, fair night's sleep, worked 8- 4:30 at hospital, evening at home with family, rested alone in evening to decrease sensory input and buffer stress
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Continued high level of family stressors... worn thin... irritable
- Appointment w/ primary doctor & hematologist next week... will explore neuro changes and ways to manage fitness.
- Called APF and requested Physician Education Packets Re: Porphyria to improve disease awareness in my area.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, Heart
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- weird things... I thought it was a fluke three days ago when my left ring finger went straight and I could not will it to bend... but it happened again last night... then this afternoon my whole left arm went straight and I couldn't bend it???? weird! no pain... it only lasts for 30seconds or so.
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional spontaneous episodes of racing and palpitations
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- this afternoon my hand wouldn't write what my thoughts told it to... for example: I would mean to write an E and would instead produce some other letter... weird again... this started about 1:30pm and went on intermittently for several hours...delayed word recall and connection making, continued high level of stress at home
Sensory- light sensitivity, not hearing right
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, worked 8- 4:30 at hospital, evening at home with family, extremely tired!!!!, became overwhelmingly fatigued about 1pm, after lunch and lasted till about 3:30pm
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Continued high level of family stressors... tired
Monday, October 25, 2010
Narrative Note
Reactive Attachment Disorder
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
Sensory Processing Disorder
Anxiety Disorder
The competitive nature of twin boys...
Things that my family struggles with...
Things that trigger Acute Porphyria
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
Sensory Processing Disorder
Anxiety Disorder
The competitive nature of twin boys...
Things that my family struggles with...
Things that trigger Acute Porphyria
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, Heart
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional spontaneous episodes of racing and palpitations
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- delayed word recall and connection making, continued high level of stress r/t my children's behaviors and my spouse's anxiety
Sensory- light sensitivity
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, worked 8- 4:30 at hospital, busy evening with family errands/duties, extremely tired
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Increased family stressors... trying to cope effectively
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, Heart
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- weak and heavy, recently noted and increasingly painful hardened nodules on both wrists... slight numbness in finger tips
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional spontaneous episodes of racing and palpitations
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- slightly "cloudy" feeling, delayed word recall and connection making, stressed and irritable r/t my children's negative behaviors and my spouse's anxiety 2nd to poor time management and a lack of follow-through
Sensory- light sensitivity, difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli, great irritation r/t noise and commotion
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache, generally irritable feeling, migraine headache afternoon & evening
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, up late with spouse, tired, family management all day
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Increased family stressors... trying to cope effectively
- Poor sleep/rest... will take Rx to improve sleep tonight... have to work full day at the hospital tomorrow
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs, Heart
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- weak and heavy
Immune- ok
Cardiac- occasional spontaneous episodes of racing and palpitations
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- calm, slightly "cloudy" feeling, delayed word recall and connection making
Sensory- light sensitivity, difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli, bilateral inner ear burning/ ringing
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, up late with family, tired, family management all day
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Increased family stressors... trying to cope effectively
- Poor sleep/rest... hope to sleep well tonight and rest more tomorrow
Friday, October 22, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- weak and heavy
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- calm, slightly "cloudy" feeling
Sensory- light sensitivity, difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli
Pain/Comfort- lower legs and heels ache
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, up 3x in night, tired all day...extremely tired and weak in afternoon, worked at hospital 8a-5p
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs
GI- slowed GI Motility
GU- ok
Muscular- ok
Immune- Thyroid feels swollen and irritable
Cardiac- ok
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- calm, pleasant
Sensory- ok
Pain/Comfort- ok
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep...up x3, tired 4pm on...busy day working at hospital
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
*Really felt good all day!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Narrative Note
Traveling is an adventure...but it always takes its toll on the body... altered diet...altered GI patterns...staying up late...getting up early...the tendency to fit a lot into a small time...making the most of the time available.
Spending time connecting with family fills my spirit and significantly improves the quality of my life.
On another note...
My father and mother consented to the DNA test for AIP.
I swabbed their cheeks while on vacation.
I am unsure of my AIP genetic origin... but respect the weighted sensitivity of adding a, "label" to some one's life.
As a nurse I feel that knowing you can avoid potential health crises by modifying lifestyle choices means... "knowledge is power"!
Still, I will move forward gently in determining my family's AIP heritage.
Spending time connecting with family fills my spirit and significantly improves the quality of my life.
On another note...
My father and mother consented to the DNA test for AIP.
I swabbed their cheeks while on vacation.
I am unsure of my AIP genetic origin... but respect the weighted sensitivity of adding a, "label" to some one's life.
As a nurse I feel that knowing you can avoid potential health crises by modifying lifestyle choices means... "knowledge is power"!
Still, I will move forward gently in determining my family's AIP heritage.
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- Heels and lower legs
GI- slowed GI Motility, increased gas & bloating, recovering from gluten and dairy eaten while traveling
GU- ok
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- calm
Sensory- light sensitivity, difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli
Pain/Comfort- heartburn, lower legs intermittent sharp
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, tired all day, house quiet...rested, unpacked, cleaned, laundry
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Drove 8 hours home yesterday from family visit... exhausted today, but in "good spirits"
*Missed post yesterday d/t being on the road traveling.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- GI
GI- slowed GI Motility, increased gas & bloating, ate a lot of gluten and some dairy over the last 3 days
GU- mild fluid retention
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- calm
Sensory- light sensitivity, some difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli
Pain/Comfort- no problem
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, feel tired all day
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Good day of quality time with family...vacationing in Central NY
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- lower legs/ heels
GI- no problem
GU- no problem
Muscular- mild "heavy" feeling arms and legs
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- mild word recall delay
Sensory- light sensitivity, some difficulty managing multiple sensory stimuli
Pain/Comfort- headache
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, very tired this afternoon/evening
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good carbohydrate management
- Good day of quality time with family...vacationing in Central NY
*Traveling 10/15/2010... missed post due to lack of Internet availability.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- GI
GI- Slowed GI motility
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- light sensitivity
Pain/Comfort- no problems
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good dietary management
- Good day of quality time with my mother Vactioning in Central NY
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels, GI
GI- Slowed GI motility
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- light sensitivity
Pain/Comfort- morning headache, afternoon no problems
Sleep/Rest- good night's sleep (Ativan and Naproxen), asleep at 11pm up at 7:00am, day of errands, evening with family
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good dietary management
- Good sleep
- Good day of quality time with my mother
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels, GI
GI- Slowed GI motility
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- ok
Pain/Comfort- afternoon/evening minor right and left lower legs/ heels ache
Sleep/Rest- good night's sleep (Ativan and Naproxen), asleep at 11pm up at 6:30am, worked at hospital 8am- 4:30pm, super tired in the afternoon, nice evening visiting with my mother
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good dietary management
- Good sleep
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Narrative Note
Medications & My Mental "Tug of War"
As I have previously stated I do not like to take medication.
Throughout life there have been numerous times that taking a common medication has made me feel completely miserable... I know now that it has all been related to my in-born metabolism issues.
Today I have become familiar with some medications that do not make me feel badly, in fact they help me feel better... so why do I struggle mentally to take them as prescribed?
I worry that if I take a drug to treat a problem and I need to take it too frequently to manage the problem...my body may become dependent on the drug... instead of trying to self-regulate.
For example:
I am constantly battling insomnia...
I have two types of trouble... falling asleep and staying asleep.
I also have a BIG problem with Non-Restful-Sleep...
I feel unrested and tired upon waking.
Ativan and Naproxen can often calm my
"Haphazard Nervous System Fireworks"
(racing thoughts...sudden muscle jerks...racing heart...stabbing/shooting pains...terrible headaches)
I can often catch a "decent" night's sleep/rest when I take 0.5mg of Ativan, 500mg of Naproxen and 400mg of Magnesium.
When I rest well, I feel SO much better the next day!
Then I will get concerned because perhaps I have used the medication for the past two nights so I refuse to take it on night three, thinking that I don't want my body to loose the ability to self regulate and calm itself down...so I get a poor night's sleep and the dominoes begin to fall, cascading into the next day, creating increased problems.
Perhaps my nervous system does have episodes of time that it looses the ability to self-regulate...to calm itself...I feel it firing out of control and it scares me.
I guess the best plan is one of balancing addictive caution and symptom management.
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- Nausea
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- ok
Pain/Comfort- minor right and left lower legs/ heels ache
Sleep/Rest- good night's sleep (Ativan and Naproxen), asleep at 10pm up at 5:30am, worked at hospital 8am- 4:30pm, quiet evening (family at the beach...house empty!)
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good dietary management
- Natural Ginger Mints to calm nausea
- Good sleep
Monday, October 11, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- Nausea
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok
Sensory- ok
Pain/Comfort- right and left lower legs/ heels ache
Sleep/Rest- good night's sleep (Ativan and Naproxen), asleep at 10pm up at 6:30am, worked at hospital 8am- 6pm (busy day)
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
- Good dietary management today
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- Nausea, slowed GI motility, bloating
GU- no problem
Muscular- "heavy feeling", weak
Immune- sneezing x24hours
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- ok
Psychiatric- ok, tired, frustrated with someone close to me
Sensory- eyes still very light sensitive
Pain/Comfort- right and left lower legs/ heels ache
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, asleep at 1 am up at 6:30 am...feeling "unsettled"...spent the day at home with husband and children...took a two hour nap
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-Restocked grocery supply... good dietary management today... home cooked potato soup
-Tried to take it easy as much as possible
-Tried to rest legs and elevate as much as possible
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels,GI
GI- Nausea, slowed GI motility, indigestion, bloating
GU- no problem
Muscular- "heavy feeling", weak
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- awoke several times last night with lungs feeling "heavy"
Psychiatric- ok, calm, tired
Sensory- eyes very light sensitive
Pain/Comfort- right and left lower legs/ heels ache
Sleep/Rest- poor night's sleep, asleep at 10:30pm up several times in the night...feeling "unsettled"...spent the day at home with husband and children...took a one hour nap
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-Need to restock groceries... less than adequate dietary management today
-Tried to take it easy as much as possible
-Tried to rest legs and elevate as much as possible
-Completed a 33minute Acute Porphyria Continuing Education Presentation for Health Care Providers... Medscape...top Porphyria Experts...excellent densely packed information...hopeful regarding enzyme replacement therapy availability within the next few years
Friday, October 8, 2010
Narrative Note
Chronic Heel Neuropathy
My heel issues started about a year and a half ago...
My heels would get really irritated when I went to bed and my heels rested on the mattress as I lay down. The irritation has become progressively worse and now spills over into my days affecting the shoes I need to wear, how long I can comfortably stand or walk. I know I could take some pharmaceutical agent that might decrease my discomfort... but it wouldn't correct the underlying problem only treat the symptom. I try to use natural, non chemical treatments as much as possible.
My Heel Treatments:
1. Sleep with my feet hanging off the end of the bed, so my heels hang freely in the air... not touching anything
2. Sleep with a puffy pillow under my lower legs so my feet can hang off the other side...heels in the air, not touching anything.
3. Wear comfortable wedge shoes that put the weight on the balls of my feet when I walk, instead of my heels.
4. Sit down and put my feet up when I can.
5. Naproxen at bedtime does help somewhat.
I have been giving more thought to getting some nervous system evaluations/assessments done to see where I am at...
Till now I have felt that I would rather just understand the disease process and address issues as they arise. I still feel that way but I also notice a chronic decline in my neurological functioning (GI, Urinary, Heart, Cognition, Peripheral) that might be beneficial to track. I also seek more natural treatment interventions to help me best manage.
I'll think more on it and talk with my Primary Doctor in the near future.
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels,GI
GI- slowed GI motility, indigestion, bloating
GU- no problem
Muscular- ok in the morning, progressive weakness in afternoon (esp. lower legs)
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- ok, calm
Sensory- eyes very light sensitive
Pain/Comfort- right and left lower legs/ heels ache (worse in afternoon)
Sleep/Rest- fair night's sleep, asleep at 10:30pm & up @ 4:30am with son (Ativan & Naproxen before bed), busy day working at the hospital, very tired & weak this afternoon
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-feeling over-exerted working 5days/week and managing family, it feels like a great accomplishment to reach 5pm and successfully complete my work day!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- slowed GI motility
GU- no problem
Muscular- improved fine motor strength, improved general endurance
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- slow word recall, decreased ability to multi-task
Sensory- ok
Pain/Comfort- right and left lower legs ache
Sleep/Rest- great night's sleep, asleep at 8:30pm & up @ 6:30am (Ativan & Naproxen before bed), busy day working at the hospital, very tired this afternoon
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-still feeling over-exerted between working 5days/week and managing family challenges... today was much better than yesterday!
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels, Urinary bladder, GI
GI- altered elimination, slowed GI motility, constipation, upset stomach
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- weak fine motor strength, poor general endurance
Immune- slight viral illness shared with my children (upset stomach, malaise, headache)
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- poor word recall, decreased ability to complete complex thought process, decreased ability to multi-task, unable to recall common knowledge, easily irritated, easily emotional
Sensory- easily over sensitive to sensory input of environmental surroundings (noise, smell, visuals, things touching me)
Pain/Comfort- mild headache, mild upset stomach, intermittent sharp, shooting right lower leg pain
Sleep/Rest- poor night sleep, asleep at 10pm & up @ 4am, busy day teaching Certified Medicine Aide Program, stressful evening
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-two part-time jobs is too much... decided not to teach this course again... feeling over-exerted between working 5days/week and managing family challenges...scheduled to work for the hospital tomorrow, concerned...
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels, Urinary bladder, GI
GI- altered elimination, slowed GI motility, constipation, upset stomach
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- weak fine motor strength
Immune- slight viral illness shared with my children (upset stomach, malaise, headache)
Cardiac- palpitations in the night
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- slowed word recall, decreased ability to complete complex thought process, decreased ability to multi-task
Sensory- easily over sensitive to sensory input of environmental surroundings (noise, smell, visuals, things touching me)
Pain/Comfort- headache, upset stomach 5/10, intermittent sharp, shooting right lower leg pain
Sleep/Rest- fair night sleep (w/Ativan & Naproxen), asleep at 10pm & up @ 5:30am, busy day teaching Certified Medicine Aide Program, stressful evening
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-medications to help improve sleep/rest and discourage over exertion
Managing AIP becomes significantly more challenging when...
parenting twin 7 year old boys with Reactive Attachment Disorder (RAD)
and...
supporting a 19 year old daughter with AIP that manifests itself as "Mr Hyde" during her Luteal phases.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Narrative Note
Tonight while watching a movie, I was exposed to a painting by Glenn Wessels.
The piece is called, "Last Leaf Light".
I felt an immediate connection... like sunshine through beautifully colored stained glass windows... a hug from grandma...or the way the right song can warm your spirits.
The painting reminded me of my journey in life...
ever trying to: "look on the bright side",
and always trying to keep my hope and faith in a "positive light".
It was vibrant and chock-full of autumnal hues (my absolute favorite).
I wanted to find a replica for my mantle but...alas Google came up empty and my heart sank.
So...
I froze the scene in the film and took a digital photo in hopes of capturing the image for future inspiration.
Maybe I could buy a canvas and create my own version of "Tsue's Light Thru The Leaves".... sounds like a plan.
After all...
All work and no artistic expression makes for a spiritless girl.
Most Importantly:
Connecting, in meaningful ways, with the world we live in is what "Quality of Life" is really all about.
The piece is called, "Last Leaf Light".
I felt an immediate connection... like sunshine through beautifully colored stained glass windows... a hug from grandma...or the way the right song can warm your spirits.
The painting reminded me of my journey in life...
ever trying to: "look on the bright side",
and always trying to keep my hope and faith in a "positive light".
It was vibrant and chock-full of autumnal hues (my absolute favorite).
I wanted to find a replica for my mantle but...alas Google came up empty and my heart sank.
So...
I froze the scene in the film and took a digital photo in hopes of capturing the image for future inspiration.
Maybe I could buy a canvas and create my own version of "Tsue's Light Thru The Leaves".... sounds like a plan.
After all...
All work and no artistic expression makes for a spiritless girl.
Most Importantly:
Connecting, in meaningful ways, with the world we live in is what "Quality of Life" is really all about.
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- BM x1, upset stomach
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- ok
Immune- slight viral illness shared with my children (upset stomach, malaise, headache)
Cardiac- palpitations in the night
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- clear thinking, calm
Sensory- easily over sensitive to sensory input of environmental surroundings (noise, smell, visuals, things touching me)
Pain/Comfort- headache, upset stomach 5/10
Sleep/Rest- fair night sleep, asleep at 10pm & up @ 6:30am, busy day teaching Certified Medicine Aide Program, nap 2:45pm to 4pm
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Narrative Note
My new favorite thing this week has been making fruit and herbal infusion beverages! I found that caffeine and I could no longer co-exist.
My heart palpitations, heart racing, and nervous system sensitivity is much worse with even one caffeinated beverage. I had been limiting myself to one per day, usually hot tea in the morning, but sadly we were forced to part ways...
It is a challenge to identify foods and drinks that don't irritate my system in some way... no dairy, no gluten, no soy, no caffeine, no preservatives/ chemicals, no goitergens. What can a girl eat, or drink and actually enjoy???
I tried some herbal teas, but they didn't work out.
Chai has always been my favorite, so I got the idea to create my own tea-leaf-free chai. I added several whole ingredients to a pot of freshly boiled, still very hot water, and let it rest. After cool, I added some natural sweetener of choice and refrigerated the infusion in my new BPA-free container. I have been adding the infusion as a 1:3 mixture to a cup of hot water in the morning or cold water any time (good old-fashioned kitchen spigot well-water, that has gone through a brita filter). It has been awesome!
I have tried three different concoctions this week, and they have all been great!!!
So tonight before entering my "Daily Post", I did a little "web surfing" and came upon a recipe book, "Cool Waters: 50 Refreshing, Healthy Homemade Thirst-Quenchers" written by: Brian Preston-Campbell in January 2009. I am very excited about this book and will probably order it before the night is over!
I have been reaping the added benefit of increasing my daily water intake because I enjoy the taste so much!
A second type of consumable pleasure that I have identified involves freshly washed, cored and sliced Apples... melted carmel... and dark chocolate chips... Autumnally Delicious!!!
I love, love, love the taste of Cortland Apples! They are abundant in my hometown area of Ithaca, NY (Cornell Orchards), but are quite scarce on Maryland's Eastern Shore... I found some today! Yeah!
I guess if I sit and think about it... my individual health issues have forced me away from the common norm of "American Diet" and that really is a good thing!
I have learned to read labels, come up with my own recipes, support local organic farming and value the quality of the materials I put into my body.
My heart palpitations, heart racing, and nervous system sensitivity is much worse with even one caffeinated beverage. I had been limiting myself to one per day, usually hot tea in the morning, but sadly we were forced to part ways...
It is a challenge to identify foods and drinks that don't irritate my system in some way... no dairy, no gluten, no soy, no caffeine, no preservatives/ chemicals, no goitergens. What can a girl eat, or drink and actually enjoy???
I tried some herbal teas, but they didn't work out.
Chai has always been my favorite, so I got the idea to create my own tea-leaf-free chai. I added several whole ingredients to a pot of freshly boiled, still very hot water, and let it rest. After cool, I added some natural sweetener of choice and refrigerated the infusion in my new BPA-free container. I have been adding the infusion as a 1:3 mixture to a cup of hot water in the morning or cold water any time (good old-fashioned kitchen spigot well-water, that has gone through a brita filter). It has been awesome!
I have tried three different concoctions this week, and they have all been great!!!
So tonight before entering my "Daily Post", I did a little "web surfing" and came upon a recipe book, "Cool Waters: 50 Refreshing, Healthy Homemade Thirst-Quenchers" written by: Brian Preston-Campbell in January 2009. I am very excited about this book and will probably order it before the night is over!
I have been reaping the added benefit of increasing my daily water intake because I enjoy the taste so much!
A second type of consumable pleasure that I have identified involves freshly washed, cored and sliced Apples... melted carmel... and dark chocolate chips... Autumnally Delicious!!!
I love, love, love the taste of Cortland Apples! They are abundant in my hometown area of Ithaca, NY (Cornell Orchards), but are quite scarce on Maryland's Eastern Shore... I found some today! Yeah!
I guess if I sit and think about it... my individual health issues have forced me away from the common norm of "American Diet" and that really is a good thing!
I have learned to read labels, come up with my own recipes, support local organic farming and value the quality of the materials I put into my body.
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- BM x1
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- palpitations in the night
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- clear thinking, calm
Sensory- easily over sensitive to sensory input of environmental surroundings (noise, smell, visuals, things touching me)
Pain/Comfort- headache (7/10)
Sleep/Rest- fair night sleep, asleep at 10pm & up @ 6:30am, busy day with family
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-stress management
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- BM x1, nausea
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- palpitations in the night
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- clear thinking, calm
Sensory- eyes sensitive to light
Pain/Comfort- legs and heels dull ache, nausea
Sleep/Rest- fair night sleep, asleep at 10pm & up @ 6:30am, busy day with friends and family
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-stress management
-medications (Ativan & Naproxen)
Friday, October 1, 2010
Daily Post
Neuropathies (central, autonomic and peripheral)- chronic heels
GI- BM x1, nausea
GU- altered voiding, neuro-bladder holding urine
Muscular- ok
Immune- ok
Cardiac- no problems
Respiratory- no problems
Psychiatric- clear thinking, calm
Sensory- eyes sensitive to light
Pain/Comfort- legs and heels dull ache, nausea
Sleep/Rest- poor night sleep, asleep at 10pm & up @ 3:30am, teach at community college 8am to 2:30pm
Self-Propelled Disease Management:
-maintain appropriate carbohydrate intake
-stress management
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